'Kay, three words: Play Is Over. 'Nuff said. whenever a play I'm in (well, I'm in the pit, but still) I go into depression. And today I was in the deepest despair I've ever been. (no it didn't all have to do with the play....other things contributed as well) And it sucks. Thank god for my friends though. They must really love me enough to deal with my crap. They didn't leave me (well until they HAD to of course lol) and they sure do make me feel better. But for goodness sake, I can't stand the way I feel right now. Three weeks left of school, and I can't stand the learning concept of it. I'm sick of all my classes, I don't want to do the work, and I feel like crap because that makes me sound lazy...but c'mon, when in my life will I EVER have to graph a hyperbola? Plus, I always get crushes (hate to call it that, but thats what it is) on the funny characters in the school plays...and the main character was the one for me. Wish I coulda gotten the guts to talk to him though. Oh well. Just one more thing to add to my list of selfish and shallow things that make me want to sleep and never wake up.